1. August. The height of summer. The tip before the plunge into school, holidays, another sprint of a year…that is part of a marathon.

    And this song makes me want to sit under the stars in order to listen to the universe.

    Because oh…how damn lonely it can get. Heaven is home, here is temporary.

  2. ‎later that night
    i held an atlas in my lap
    ran my fingers across the whole world
    and whispered
    where does it hurt?

    it answered
    Warsan Shire (via ever-gazing)
    Reblogged from: soomin
  3. I spent the night staring at the wall, not willing to pen a single word of an essay that is supposed to help me get into more classrooms…

    selfish whirl wind.

    trying to comprehend the truth of a God who loves, the word that came down to earth.

    the joy that it would take to finish these tasks willingly and joyfully.

    The mother and I once again, 71 children, cooking all weekend in heat.


  4. Summer blooms 💛 July 20th.

  5. Quiet moment at the beach, beholding creation. July 15th

  6. July 15th- Torn

    July 15th- Torn

  7. Sometimes. it’s a whirlwind opera in my brain where I am so damn sensitive and self-centered.

    VBS. early work shift. whispers of you being not enough from different corners. The pat on the back that isn’t returned. the empty hollow of your half heart echoing back in the eyes and bodies of the children you teach.

    You can start new every day. Every moment. You can choose to fall down into grace knowing that you are an utter, stinking mess. Like a beggar showing up at a feast where everyone smells like perfume.

    That the main man of the party would come out, shower you, clothe you, feed you, and make you know that you are loved.

    I have a hard time believing this.

    I am having a hard time loving.

    It’s about those children. It’s about caring enough about what you DO. and understanding that it effects other people.

    He’ll take the broken, clumpy dirt mud, and turn it into a feast, a dance, a romp through the most beautiful meadow and refreshing ocean.

    So HIS word is life.

    Be the potter. Shape, smash, press, bake me in hot fire. To be the right kind of vessel.

  8. The humid air hit my face in a wave. The hot, oppressive weather and overcast skies reminded me of walking down the sidewalk in Shanghai. Yellow and sea green taxis swerving and honking, so many faces and all a blur, vegetables in a woven basket on the side of the road. 

    Strange, to be here now, with coworkers who are native Chinese still- even more compounding the Shanghai experience here in my office building in Cupertino. 

  9. Lying in the room with wet hair. making wine syrup to drizzle over peaches. Yesterday I wasn’t fully awake or aware in my conversations.

    Thoughts of renewal, surrender, pleasure, life, pain, death, marriage, all of that spins like a little tornado in my head.

  10. mangoes ~ theme: Gold
July 11, 2014

    mangoes ~ theme: Gold
    July 11, 2014


L'été 2014

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